Dr. Visit Jan. 27

Quick Update: Everything looks good that they checked at our appointment today. I am about 1 cm dilated. I was kind of bummed it wasn't more, but hey...it's a start! I realize too that labor could still start anytime even though this afternoon I was only 1 cm...so that's exciting! I had to get another shot of Rhogam since the last time I had it was at 24 weeks and it lasts only about 12 weeks. They had to draw blood first, which was NOT fun. I DO NOT like getting my blood drawn!!!!!!! I'm having lots of stronger "pre" contractions...not going to call them false, because they are doing something and preparing my body! I'm getting more tired as each day goes on but Travis has really been a huge help with getting things done around the house! I couldn't do it without him! 18 days till due date...

37 weeks

21 days until due date…

…if she’s late I realize that’s perfectly fine because she’s already with us. I may not be able to pick her up and hold her close, but our little miracle has already begun. This chapter of our life has already started. She reminds me she is here each and every morning I wake up and feel those sweet movements, all through the day as I see body parts sticking out and each night as I fall asleep to my little one punching me in the stomach. This time is truly about learning to live in each moment…taking each day at a time and enjoying it for what it is. I’m not saying I’ve learned that lesson but I’m trying to because when Kylin is born I want to know how to slow down and enjoy every moment with her, never dreaming about “When she can…”.

We were supposed to have a doctor’s appointment yesterday but it had to get rescheduled so we will go this Tuesday afternoon. I’m starting to feel more exhausted each day. I have spurts of energy throughout the day but find myself getting more tired. I’m trying to rest up for the “big day”! Lol….not sure you can be rested up!

I’ve been thinking lately how odd it is that we countdown to a day when our lives will be completely changed forever. I have to admit at times I still get a sick feeling in my stomach because I’m scared of the unknowns of bringing my firstborn home. I guess this is normal because there is nothing one can do to completely prepare for the change that is just around the corner. It won’t just be me and Travis anymore. At times this makes me a little sad because we’ve had so much fun enjoying each other and to think about how a baby will change the dynamics. I know it will be different but I know our relationship is deep and strong that we will have fun learning how to adapt to enjoying each other with a little baby girl right in between. I don’t think it will be hard. It’s just the thoughts of things changing in ways you’re unsure of. I’m trying to be honest here. I want to be able to look back and see how far I’ve come from these “prebaby” thoughts and emotions and how God has changed our lives.

The two huskies…God must love these dogs and really want us to have them…ALIVE! They escaped the other day through a wood panel that had been blown loose by the wind. Travis found them but it’s scary every time they get out because they could so easily get hit by a car, picked up by a stranger, or shot because they look like wolves! My stomach always drops when I hear or find out they are missing. We’ve been on a million wild goose chases with these dogs and every time we do whatever it takes to get those two back…they are our babies…for now. I can tell they are getting more sensitive and attention demanding over the past few weeks. It will be interesting to see how they will react to us bringing Kylin home. We’ve already got a plan for how we’ll introduce them, but I have to admit I’m starting to feel guilty. I know they won’t be my first focus anymore. I know I won’t have as much time for them. Anyways, I know it will all be fine…just another “prebaby” emotion to deal with. I’m just so thankful for the love these puppies have given us over the past 3 years. They have brought so much joy to my heart and I think through them God has taught me how to be still and enjoy…these dogs aren’t like regular dogs…they have their own feelings that they display quite boldly! For instance, if they are mad with us, they will still lay near us but completely turn their heads away from us and puff pretty loudly to let us know their thoughts on the matter! When they want attention they couldn’t get closer to one of us and won’t let us stop touching them until they are content. When they sense that one of us is sad they will literally climb into our laps (remember how big these dogs are) and will lay their heads on our shoulders and let us know it will be okay! It will be fun introducing them to their new companion…I think they’re gonna love her!

Until next time...enjoy each moment for what it is! Life is worth it!

36 weeks pregnant!

We have successfully made it to the point where the doctor has told us "If she comes we are not stopping her!" Yay! What a relief I think to have made it to the point where she will be developed enough to come into this world if she were to come early. The past few weeks I've been sort of impatient with wanting her to get her. I think I'm finally OK with waiting however long it takes for her to be ready to join us. Thanks to friends advice I realize I won't get this sweet time back, even though it will be TONS of fun to have her here, I won't ever get to go back and experience being pregnant with my little Kylin again. I have decided to enjoy these last few weeks!
We had a doctor's appointment yesterday which went great. We got to do an ultrasound and the technician gave us a sneak peak in 3D, which we totally did not expect. It was such a nice surprise...and alot of fun! Our little baby still wants to keep at least one hand in front of her face so we couldn't get a full face view, but what we got to see was absolutely precious! She weighs approx. 6 pounds and supposedly has a good bit of hair on her head! I guess she gets that from me! We will now start going to the doctor every week so next Friday will be another checkup. Things are going good...I'm feeling great for the most part and all the last minute stuff we needed to get ready is falling into place. Until next time...28 days and still counting!

Waiting Patiently...or trying to at least!

32 days and still counting down...that is as long as Kylin doesn't decide to be late. I am planning on working up until she comes. I've actually been feeling really go0d! I'm so thankful for that! I feel we've been very lucky with this pregnancy as far as health goes. We have most things ready for her and I have to admit...it's hard waiting on a baby to come. Sometimes we end up just sitting in her nursery looking through all the cool stuff we've gotten and talking about our hopes and plans for her throughout life. It has been a lot of fun experiencing this adventure with Travis. I am so glad I get to be a parent right alongside him. It won't be too much longer and we'll have baby pictures to share! I can't believe this little miracle will soon be entering the world.